#7 and #8, ditto and in spades. Also, quite eloquently expressed. We used to call it "High Priestess Disease."
Holding back all the time sucks proverbial giant syphilitic donkey penii. I generally find that it helps a great deal to find a consistently available and safe venue to let it all out on a fairly regular basis. Otherwise it tends to lead to smouldering resentment and nasty stains on the carpet. (This is kind of the non-sexual version of what I semi-ignorantly see as one of the attractions of the whole B&D thing.)
I also find that, if the pressure is not relieved on occasion, constantly monitoring my mouth to keep from hurting others leads, sooner rather than later, to an intense desire to hurt others because everyone but me is a puling wimp.
Remember that not everybody is as fragile as all that, at least not all the time. Finding people close to you who can at least occasionally be unbreakable for you, and identifying those occasions, helps a lot.
Also, it's great fun to find people who DESERVE it, and channel your evil mutant powers for the greater good. Heh. Very relaxing.
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Holding back all the time sucks proverbial giant syphilitic donkey penii. I generally find that it helps a great deal to find a consistently available and safe venue to let it all out on a fairly regular basis. Otherwise it tends to lead to smouldering resentment and nasty stains on the carpet. (This is kind of the non-sexual version of what I semi-ignorantly see as one of the attractions of the whole B&D thing.)
I also find that, if the pressure is not relieved on occasion, constantly monitoring my mouth to keep from hurting others leads, sooner rather than later, to an intense desire to hurt others because everyone but me is a puling wimp.
Remember that not everybody is as fragile as all that, at least not all the time. Finding people close to you who can at least occasionally be unbreakable for you, and identifying those occasions, helps a lot.
Also, it's great fun to find people who DESERVE it, and channel your evil mutant powers for the greater good. Heh. Very relaxing.