So yeah, more to say
Sep. 27th, 2012 11:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pantryslutIt appears that I am not done with Bill Brent and my complex response to his death yet.
Right now it's mostly about slowly coming to realize that it's not exactly that he left me holding the bag, as it were, on the sex party stuff. He (may have) deliberately handed off the bag.
Still, what do I do with it now?
There are other personal ramifications and resonances to sort out, too. How to live and how to let go. Who exactly is my community. Stuff like that. Heavy stuff.
(A small voice says: Many hands make light work.)
Right now it's mostly about slowly coming to realize that it's not exactly that he left me holding the bag, as it were, on the sex party stuff. He (may have) deliberately handed off the bag.
Still, what do I do with it now?
There are other personal ramifications and resonances to sort out, too. How to live and how to let go. Who exactly is my community. Stuff like that. Heavy stuff.
(A small voice says: Many hands make light work.)
