We are going to brunch tomorrow morning; I was thinking "foodwise" when I posted the original message. As in foodwise, I am doing absolutely nothing.
Later I will watch porn for pay as usual. Yay holidays.
Usually, one of the end-of-the-year holidays is spent with my family (though sometimes we go visit in January instead, when it's wquieter and the airfares are cheaper); this year we opted for Christmas instead of Thanksgiving so we could see all of my extended family in Chicago. I don't feel like I'm missing anything, in other words. If Thanksgiving comes together, it's nice, and if it doesn't, that's OK for me too. It didn't this year, but I have plenty of opportunities in my life to connect with friends and family, so I don't feel lonely or deprived. It feels like I get an extra quiet day to do what I please with.
I think that's so great. I'm so pleased to know you.
I get really weird sometimes about holiday stuff. I love it and yet I just don't want to be alone. But I don't feel that way lately. Lately things are so much better than they've been in a long time.
It's such a good thing. Anyway, there are a lot of things that I admire about you. And you're self-assuredness is definitely one of them.
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Date: 2003-11-26 10:29 pm (UTC)Pheasant sounds wonderful!
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Date: 2003-11-27 05:23 am (UTC)Later I will watch porn for pay as usual. Yay holidays.
Usually, one of the end-of-the-year holidays is spent with my family (though sometimes we go visit in January instead, when it's wquieter and the airfares are cheaper); this year we opted for Christmas instead of Thanksgiving so we could see all of my extended family in Chicago. I don't feel like I'm missing anything, in other words. If Thanksgiving comes together, it's nice, and if it doesn't, that's OK for me too. It didn't this year, but I have plenty of opportunities in my life to connect with friends and family, so I don't feel lonely or deprived. It feels like I get an extra quiet day to do what I please with.
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Date: 2003-11-27 07:55 pm (UTC)I get really weird sometimes about holiday stuff. I love it and yet I just don't want to be alone. But I don't feel that way lately. Lately things are so much better than they've been in a long time.
It's such a good thing.
Anyway, there are a lot of things that I admire about you. And you're self-assuredness is definitely one of them.